Driving a car driving a car without a seatbelt climbing Everest? Am I safe if I tell you the truth if I tell myself the truth if I run from my old life? If I stay in my house lock all the doors order pizza delivery and watch t.v. will I live until I’m 90? Or will the ceaseless boredom of fruitless activity condemn me to an early grave? In that case, who will find my body?